It’s hard to focus on writing this when such a beautiful man is before me. Sadly am talking about the beautiful man on my television screen. In light of my sister’s broken heart we are indulging in an age-old tradition, going back to our late teens. The “Johnny Depp Marathon”. (Sigh, he’s just so pretty.)
Must try to focus. (Focus on those tight trousers, give me a moment here…okay done.)
Found out today that there’s a new team member arriving on Monday, Katie’s replacement. That’s not going to be at all awkward. I Kind of want to call Katie and tell her about it in hopes that she’ll become territorial and want to come back to work. (I miss her) It’s not the same without her; I have pretty much no one to talk to. She’s my best friend you know. (Yep am more than a bit pathetic.)
The reality of the huge change my life is about to undergo hasn’t really sunk in properly yet. Partly because I’m not sure exactly what the change will be like. (Mostly because I’ve always been slow on the uptake.) I mean I’m still not sure what I’ll be doing as an NCFA. I’ve said it before but it’s really starting to panic me now. Are they going to tell me? Will I be expected to know? It’s not really acceptable to ask in the middle of a mission is it? I’ve heard them on comms, they use some kind of weird code, just letters and numbers. (I DON’T TALK SPY!)
It’s okay, calm down. Deep Breaths. It’s going to be fine. Just look at Johnny, Johnny makes everything better. (Mmmmmmmm)
I’ll be fine. When in doubt just do what you’ve always done Lee.